Tuesday, September 25, 2007

What went wrong and how?

Finally the semester exam come to an end ! (on the 18/9 for me) which also means the beginning of my 1st semester break, in other words HOLIDAY !!!

For most KTAR pupil, it's time to relax, to go for a vacation or work for some pocket money. But I am not too pleased with my exam and I don't think I fully deserve a holiday. Any way, today's post is about my 1st semester in KTAR PG. Today I look back and see what went wrong in a very disappointing period in college.

Before the semester started I said to myself that I will push hard for a 4 flat result. I didn't know what to expect back then and few weeks into the semester I was getting lazier and lazier already. By the time exam is a couple weeks away, a '4 flat' was already an impossible task. Why is it impossible? Because I made it that way.



I spend way too much time in front of computers online and playing games. And whenever I fall asleep during an afternoon, most of the time I'll oversleep until 8pm. It's a very a bad habit because I rarely wake up an hour or two after an afternoon sleep. It made sleeping at night difficult and besides the time wasted, it does affect my concentration the next day.

I haven't got my results but based on how I did my preparations, I know it can't be good. And worse still, my result is not the only thing that concerns me.


My attitude at home have been nothing but worse than before. I am more emotional, more impatient and the worst of all, more rebellious ! And being rebellious is more sinful than being lazy.

As far as my GPA is concerned, I'll spend some time to look back and make sure that I don't repeat the same mistakes I made. Those problems can be fixed, I'm sure !

About my changing attitudes at home... what can i say about that? I've grown up, I can earn my own pocket money but it doesn't mean that being independent is being more rebellious right? I swear I will make sure that this doesn't get any worse.

That's all for now, need to pack my stuff for my Genting-KL trip tonight. Send in your comments , I would like to see what people have to say about this.

1 comment:

scorpheuz said...

sleep less and study more! lols..thats d onli way.

goodluck and buckle up for sem 2 dude