And they are my parents.
I try to express my feelings about something, they tell me all their old "solutions" from their past. Their past is theirs, mine is mine so it is different. They don't even try to understand I want to say any more.
It is like a doctor trying to give you treatment without diagnosing first.
Not only communications is getting increasingly harder, but the environment at home is no better too. With money as a financial constrain I am quite disturbed by how the way things are falling apart at home. No wonder hostel is a better place than home now.
And with this I have to make a tough decision.
I can't talk to them because they don't listen any more. I know where I want to go but whether or not I should remains a question. With the current situation getting worse day by day it doesn't help me with my decision.
Should I carry on with my studies after my diploma? or should I just get a job and hold on?
4 comments:
if money is the problem here then the more of a reason u shud continue with ur studies and graduate with better papers so u can find better jobs and support ur family back. stopping now and work is just going to be a short term solution. now ur parents still can support themselves. u jz take care of urself with the loan. it shud be sufficient. get a part time job when u can.
move out to KL. ul miss home maybe. then ul realise how much u miss home. i realize how much i miss my parents absence when they moved to kl, so i end up making trips to KL to visit them.
talkin to parents might seem impossible at a certain age. i had mine. after u mature and after they chill down ul realize its actually easy to do that. i used to think its impossible to talk to my mum, the hot tempered one. eventually, she's the nice one to talk to now, albeit her short tempers still.
think back, they still fed ur bloody mouth for 21 years. can u feed them back for the next 21 years?
mayb i hv a solution for all ur stuff happen..juz date me out i wil whn u free lo..
i felt.. u shd have continue study and dat will help in the future.. but if u felt like u cant really study n workign is better for u, den work le.
Dunno what to say, but chill up~
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