Last semester before my exam I said to myself if I fail in the exam I will not continue any further. It is not worth all the money, the effort and also staying in a place I don't want to be at.
I passed the exam which means I can continue. However, now that I have spent a year in Kampar and I have another two years to go (minus 3 months for internship), I'm not sure if I want to continue.
I've seen friends of mine who tried and decided that it was too hard. To repeat a subject again costs around Rm750 which is a big sum. That is not what worries me the most. I believe that if those around me can do it, I can do it.
What really made me have doubts is the place. After one year and it didn't change a thing. Going back home every week is possible but it costs quite a sum. From a place with so much happening to a place where there is pretty much nothing.
Don't even bother about comparing other place like UUM or even some poor nations in Africa. It is not relevant. What is relevant is where one person is from, and where he is now.
If I were to quit UTAR I will still continue pursuing a degree. Only somewhere else. This is not something I take lightly. If I want out, I better get out from there sooner than later.
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