I AM WORRIED

Mum and Dad getting old

Mum starts to forget things in kitchen.Few years back, she was not like that.

Dad starts to loose efficiency on his work, his reactions have became slower and his health is not very good. High blood pressure puts him at a higher risk or getting *tai ka lai si* certain sickness/disease. I love and care for both of my parents but my dad is the one having a very hard time. And he smokes ! zzz

Me, on the other hand is finding life tougher. Last time mum and dad had everything covered for me. Now I have more responsibilities which is normal as we grow up.

I don't like the fact that sometimes I get quite rebellious and frustrated when I help my dad with his work. He tends to forget things its not easy teaching an old man. You know, sometimes they are stubborn in a way. I use to be a very patient person but now I'm not.

And all this is only going to get tougher. I'm still having doubts over my studies. I mean, my degree. Whether my dad can afford to pay for a UTAR degree is still any body's guess and I'm need to put in seriously a lot more effort to finish the work that I messed up last year.If all goes well I will almost certainly confirm my graduation by year 2 sem 3.

While working part time to earn my own pocket money to ease the burden on my parents, I have 15 subjects to pass in two semesters(which is about 8 months time) in order to graduate with ease. And 15 subjects is a lot.

Thinking about all these never really solved any problem. Studying,or doing something about the situation does. There is really no point of having sleepless nights, worrying about the situation while not doing about it but how can I not be worried?