My Day At Queen's Bay

Had a TERRIBLE,AWFUL day and it seems, nothing can cheer me up for now. Here's how bad my day is.

Before Work
­-rain coat pants pocket torn, lost my coins for parking. ended having to to ask from passer by for 50 cents.
-raining while on the way to work.
-after parking, went all the way to the entrance and then the guard tells me NO HELMET. so I have to walk back to the bike parking space and walk back while its still raining.

During work
-boss told me the venue is at the 3rd floor, I walked all the way but couldn't find it because it is at 2nd floor.
-walked quickly because I was getting late, only to find out that the people at the shop are even more late. so I had to wait for them.
-boss sent 3 people.only 2 people managed to sell, I didn't after standing there for so 12 long hours.
-lunch time queue was very long. A customer in front wanted to order KFC food in McD,so the cashier had to explain to her that McD's fries and like this and that, bla bla bla....while I'm waiting for my turn to order with my stomach almost empty.
-dinner time, clear sky as i went outside the mall across the street to eat. after dinner, it rained again.
-All the food in QB is expensive.

After work
-I told my dad that this kind of work, no one can work for long. He scolded me for that.
-Reached home at 11pm sharp. which means I'll be very late or will not make it in time to meet up with my friends tomorrow.
-The thought of having to work from 1030-1030 again tomorrow.

Seriously, think about it. you only got 24 hours a day. 12 hours at work. 8 hours to sleep. One hour for traveling and one hour for meals before and after work. 2 hours approximately left. You don't have a life any more. Unless I've got no family and friends, unless this job pays bloody well, there is NO WAY I could ever work for that many hours everyday.

The only good thing about the day ??? - knowing that I will only work there for 3 days.

What To Do ???

• I'm so disturbed by these thoughts. Every time it goes through my mind I'll end up having sleepless nights.
  
  
• I have probably seen a little too much of the dark side and I have lost the believe that such a thing or person still exist. Maybe it does, but certainly rare in the real world.
  
  
• If I'm in the opposite position I would have acted in the same manner as well. But I am where I am.
  
  
• I don't want to blame the whole world for this because it is just not right. But what could I do to make a significant difference? Is there any thing I could have done in the past to change the present? How can I change myself to make a difference?
  
  
• Life has been arranged in such a way and it will remain like this for the next few years at least. They say you have to appreciate what you have in order to be happy but how can I be happy when I'm now powerless to change the way things are?
  
  
• The situation is not getting any better at all. There will be no miracles and I need time to solve this problem. By the time its over, what's gone is gone.
  
  
• I don't want pay the price for somebody else's mistake. Why should I be punished for another person's sin? But guess what, I might just have to swallow that bitter pill and accept it.
  
  
• I have always believed if I really wanted something realistically possible, I will get it sooner or later. But to get everything the way I want it is a major doubt.
  
  

Feeling quite depressed. I hope I'm wrong about this. Hopefully things aren't as bad as they seem.

HOPEFULLY...

Eye Infection Season

Both of my eyes are infected. I can't go out without sunglasses or I'll scare people with my vampire-in-real-life face.

But from what I've heard, I'm not the only one. It must be one of those time, the season where many people are infected by this eye virus.

Having seen a doctor, not much advise was given on how to prevent or how to speed up the recovery. The only thing I'm told to do is to take my medication on time.

What I've learned from the net is that one should keep his/her hands clean all the time. Try not to rub your eyes. There are so much info on the net I don't even know which is relevant.

As for my infection, the symptom starts with you having a lot of... "waste" (don't know what should I call it) around the infected eye. Followed by some pain around the eye. By the time you wake up, you'll have even more eye "waste" around it and you'll have to wash it with clean water. Next, you'll suffer for a few days looking like a vampire. Except its for real, not like those you see during Halloween.

Its my 3rd day living with the red eyes now. Hopefully tomorrow I'll recover by half at least. It has not improved much in the last 2 days.