Clumsiness strikes again !!!

Today my beloved digital camera fell to the ground from approximately 4 feet high.I was trying to get the memory stick adapter out from the tight slot in the case while holding it upside-down with the camera still inside like this without realising the camera was going to fall.

I really dont know how on earth i did something so stupid thing like that.The camera hit the grown quite hard.My heart was so broken when it struck the ground.OMG... i almost cried.

My camera has no Shockproof feature like this 1(top) has.Im not just heart-broken,Im worried that i cant take pictures when i go to KL tomorow. haihz...

This also reminded me of my late hamster.Not sure whether its a male or a female so i'll just call the hamster 'he'. The special one broke its leg when its only less than 2 weeks old.There were no fur on its body yet.'He's skin was still redish. I broke 'he's leg. I DID.

Its a horrifying memory that will last in my mind forever.I was trying to feed the hamster mother that just gave birth to about 7 cubs.She was fierce,very fierce.While i was trying to place a little plate into the cage,the mother jumped and tried to bite me.I let go the long-nose plier to pulled my hand off.The thing fell right on 'he's leg ! he screamed loudly.A baby's leg is broken because of me.If i was more careful it wouldnt have happened.Even still can remember clearly what i saw when it happened.

'He' lived for the rest of 'he's life with a broke leg.'He' wasnt born like this.I,ME,did this to 'him'.Because of me 'he' cant swim like the rest,because of me 'he' had to suffer this trauma throughout 'his' life.And now I have to live with this nightmare for the rest of my life.

Honestly,my heart didnt hurt so much when i broke up with my ex last time. This camera and hamster thing hurt me more.Honestly.

Few days ago i clumsily kicked the foot massage machine and that's what i get for it.Thank god i didnt break my little toe. I only paid a little bit blood for it.Still can play futsal.