The More The Better?

I recently had a very bad habit which is drinking ! And I've just had a stout, which some call it Black Dog in Hokkien. Having swallowed one can down so easily I began to think of the very first time when I lost my 'virginity' to Guinness by tasting it.
IT WAS AWFUL. Terrible! It was so bitter that it made my face crumpled. But now however, I can simply down a can effortless. Suddenly, the idea of sex and alcohol connection pops up. I just realized that they do have some kind of relation in certain ways except this time,it is about a 21 year old guy's drinking experience that turns out to be like-a virgin Mary having her very first of many...some call it THRILL

You see...

Initially, the number one experience is never the best,just like having Guinness and sex. And then slowly, you start to ignore the bitter/pain in your mind and eventually, you end up enjoying it. Alone, with your partner or in a group is another story.
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I'm suffering some kind of insomnia. Something is bothering me lately. The thought of having to get something done keeps me worried and awake. I can't do it too early nor can I do it too late.

But even if I have done that something, things might turn out ugly as well. In short, there is something important to me at stake.*I do like the floating sensation produced by alcohol but I don't want a beer belly.*